complains

dont freaking judge me ,

i feel so down . i'd cry but i'd just be wasting my tears and find myself weak . which is worse == but i did , ngaahaa . im tired , im down , im mad , im moody , im annoyed , im lack of self confidence . im full of all those i mentioned and its all burried beneath me . but the thing is i find myself the opposite of what i just said on the outside *sometimes -.- HAHA * well yea . this sucks . i keep asking myself when is this ganna end and also ive been telling myself that this too will pass . just hold on , be strong . its just a freaking test from god (;

thats it , im out .
nights .