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hey . i know i still owe you guys the London post . have been busy and lazy at the same time , soo yea . sorry . but im just ganna update bout this week first .

well , went back to school on Wednesday after about 2 weeks of Hols .
a HUGE surprise from Pn. Fazilah .
that morning itself i went to her to hand in my absentee letter .

Pn.Fazilah Me
Cikgu , ni surat sebab tak datang .
*smiling * mane hadiah cikgu dari London kerana kamu dapat nombor satu dalam kelas?
huh? cikguuuu . huhhh ? cikgu kidding kan ? *smiling *
betul laa . mane hadiah cikgu ataupun dalam bahasa kamu , souvenier cikgu ?
haaaa . cikgu . serious ke ?
serious . cikgu tunjukkan kamu punya kertas . kamu seorang saja .
*she showed the reportcard paper *
omg cikguu . first time kot . hahahaha .
first time dapat nombor satu ?
*i nodded*

and then yada yada yada .

soo , I FREAKING GOT NUMBER 1 IN CLASS (:
AND IM GETTING A NEW PHONE FOR IT . :D
honestly , i dont think its good enough .
but im happy though . seriously something unexpected .
made my family proud . i made history .
first in the family to get first in class .
they were 2nd and 4th but not first . haaa .
thank you , god . (:

ouh on last Thursday , i went for Agama . when i came back my table was scribbled , with chalk . i like it , thank you . hahaha . Maine and Lik Chuen did it , i think . haha .

Friday , i wore my Arsenal jersey i bought from Arsenal ! haaaa (: i lovelovelove it . heeee .

Yesterday , had Report Card Day . it went really well . i went with my dad . Pn Fazilah said that my gang and i *Nat , Maine and Xue Lin* shouldnt have any problem to score in PMR . so so sooo relieved and happy to hear that ! other than that , parents were congratulating me . was a lil weird , coz it never happened before ? HAHA . but i appreciate everything (:
after that i had cheer practice till 12 .




went back homeee , then i had guitar class at 3.30 .
went pyramid after that , GOD i was soooo GAHHH i tell you .
i wasn't in the mood . guitar class was seriously shitty . was tired .
andddd i didnt want to face publicity . i know that pyramid was ganna be full of familiar faces as there was some 60 Earth Hour event going on . soo yea . i was in a mess !
actually my parents wanted to get me my new phone today . but i said no . not today .
but we still went . pfft . so all the time i was "LETS GO HOME NOW !!" " I WANNA GO HOMEEE" "JOM BALIK" "PLS , BALIK LAA" . my mum understood . she gave me hug and comforted me , later then , we went home . hmm .

that night , my family and i went to my Uncle's house as he moved . and my grandmama was there !! ((: God , i miss her like shiateeeeeeeee . it was so cute , my brother went up to her first . then when she saw me running towards her she hid behind my brother . i pushed my brother and hugged her so damn tight . i didnt let go . God , i love her . it has been so long since i last saw her . we went out to eat . there was about 10/11 of us . i loveeee eating ramai ramai at some crowded places . its so happening (:

*who the TOOT is that??? HAHAHAHA

* my QasiemSayang(:

* the coolest , the BEST grandma ever ((:

Today , spent the whole day laying around the house fattening myself up with chocolates and sweets . ouh god . HAHA . im seriously putting on weight laa . damn . :( suppose to go jogging but the moment i changed into my jogging outfit , there were thunder . and im like , PFFT . forget it . haaa . but i spent the night doing my tuition homework (:

alrightys thats it for today . i have my BM oral to get to . Nights peeps . LOL *LotsOfLove not LaughOutLoud* ;P

p/s :
~sorry if the things i've said this few days has been really sarcastic or mean .
i didnt mean to . it just came out . :/
~excuse my behaviour as im suffering from a really REALLY i mean REALLY terrible PMS .
~to this friend which is like a sister to me , talk things out . SOLVE IT . don't give up (:
im here for you . i love you laa dey . ;D
~Arif ! get well soon laaa . fight that weakness of yours . haha .
youre soo the opposite of me . i seriously seldom get sick . ;D
~Wi-liam says Hi . *random i know , haha . its his request this time . soo yea . *

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let out : whatever you are , leave . cause youre bothering me like shiate . making me weak and causing me sudden breakdowns . i hate you , so please , leave .

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HI ! :D

yeap yeap yeap , im back . home sweet home . i am ganna blog bout my whole trip in London no doubt but not tonight , maybe not tmr either . as im tired and i have ALOT of catch up to do . haaa . but i promise , it'll be soon . aint going to school later today . gotta finish up all my homework . teehee . soo yea , great to be back . (;



letout : hmm , back to reality .

hellohellodingdongknockknock :D

hello! :D

currently blogging in london . ngaahaahaa .
its 0005 here and its 0805 there . haaaa .
will be home pretty soon .
happy schooling tmr guys ;P

<3>

byess .

im off .

my flight is in a few more hours . leaving the house soon .
well , the same feeling whenever im leaving the country .
sad + excited at the same time . haaa ;D
well then , bon voyage (;

p/s :
to my girls : have fun in school . i expect hot updates when i get back . ;P
to Mohd Arif : Happy Advance Sweet Sixteen (:
Ganna miss you guys <3>

let out : i can feel the changes in me but what?

l o n d o n ?

im going to London (;

yeap yeap yeap . flying off to London this Thursday and coming back next Monday .
im excited . cant wait . but trying not to be too excited . haha .
and the plans i made are gone . sigh . worse thing is ,
i gotta finish up my homeeeeeework earlier . D: haha .
my head is soo messed up right now -.-
i feel like shouting at everyone/everything .

HAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAAA!!
YET , AINT SATISFIED . GAHHHH .

pictures ,

* a whole cookie Mentos jar ;P


*please please please envy the top (:

NIGHTS .

let out : erk , wth am i doing ?

WOI :D

awh , sangat sleepy ;(

helloooo . yes , sleepy , tired andddddddd craving for my pillow ! BUT i shall still blog (:

i'll start frommmm ,
Thursday ! as you can see like the post before , it was THE happiest day of the week *im sure* :D
finally saw Nina after 5 days of missing each other ! ngaahaa .
went to KL after school , to buy flowers (: sooo , tution was cancelled . HAHA .
and at midnight , talked to Arif for what ? 3 hours ? so i only had 3 hours of sleep that night . HAAA . ;D
other than that , everything seemed to be at its place . i was so happy (;
Friday !
only 3 hours of sleep , anddd i had to rush to S.U on that freaking morning coz of my mum . my hair was a mess ! classmates were freaked out . HAHA . and it rained the whole morning , sleepy in class . and and and i have a confession ! muahahaha . i dont think i like this one teacher from the moment i saw her . i find that she's very , hahaha . nvm . i'll keep it to myself (: just couldnt wait till after school . didnt have cheer . but had measurements for the costume (:
so ! went AC with Nat and Swei . Arif and Wheng joined us (: and Charmaine too . damn you Wheng , you're freakishly tall ! D: but well , almost everyone's taller than me , soo yea . dealing with it . HAHA . ;D was waiting for Shazwan but well Nat and Swei had to leave . soo the rest of us went Subway . then Nina came . ordered , ate , and there came Shazwan ! you know why i asked you to go away . HAHA (:
after a while , we left .
didnt go like how i expected but yeaaaa . ;D
Maine and i joined the f4s . yada yada yada . anddd , home ! wanted to sleep , but didnt .
phone calls ! and textsss . haaaaa . my uncle came , was discussing where to go this hols . haaa . then i had to get ready , had to take my dad from KLIA . THEN ! slept till 11am today . (:

TODAY !
had a gooooood sleep , straight away lunch . HAHA . then , layan-ed guitar before my guitar class . after that , homeee , then 15 , then homeeee , then Pyramid ! watched Race to Witch Mountain ? yeaaa . it was okay . heh . and here i am blogging . okay ! i really wanna go to sleep right now . haha . coz like serious shit cant tahan . haaaa . nights (;

*thanks Nina (;

p/s :
-sorry Maine couldn't make it to your dinner ?
-Nat , you owe me pictures ;P
-you just gotta be strong , do wtv you gotta do to make it through .
coz i cant help you if you dont help yourself .

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let out : doubts .

happy hyper high ! :D

happy happy happy happy day ! :D

i was happy all day ! :D

a short random post ,
cant help it , i feel so happy (:

tmr's the last day of school then BOOM ! one week hols (:

i love you guys lah . HAHA .

omg ;D

nights <3

p/s: currently talking otp with Arif ! MUAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA . * his request . ;P

going natural ! :D

all curled up babey ! ;D

this isn't my dream hair . but this is my natural hair .
i was born with curly hair but i straightened it when i was bout 10 ?
yes , kinda damaged my hair when i was so so young .
and now , i figured to go back .
coz i'm sick of wasting my daddy's money and damaging my hair .
i dont hate it , i dont love it either .
so i dont effing give a damn of what you people think .
coz im satisfied with it and imma ganna rock it (:

and im out .

let out : HISTORY SONGS , EVERYWHERE ! HELP ! D:

whats with ?

ngaahaahaa ;D

helloo helloo . its a saturday night ! :D doesnt feel like it . haaa .
SO ! i had cheer practice todayyy (: i set my alarm for 7.50am and let it snooze till 8 . and turned it off and went back to sleep ! D: then i heard knocking on the door . i freaked out and jumped out of the bed ! checking what time it was , as i was scared i overslept for hours . but it was only 8.07 -.- like PFFT . get what i mean ? if you dont , nvm . HAHA .
anyhoos , i got up , head the showers and got dressed (:

my parents were ready before me . but when i was ready my dad wasnt . then my mum wanted to wait . i didnt , as i was late . and they wanted to go breakfast , me too ! but i was already late ! we were argueing like lil kids i tell you . then i shouted ! shouted crap -.- then my dad was mocking me . PFFT . in the end , my dad did his business while my mum sent me to school . no breakfast :( what an unexpected funny morning with your parents . HAHA .

reached school aroundddd , i didnt realise . haha . sorry . practice was great . as always ? heh . i felt great as we did carrying today . im usually nervous when it comes to carrying coz last year i was told , aint strong enough . a lil weakness laa ! haaaa ;D but today was not bad at all (: all i need is practice ? its like they say , practice makes perfect . ngeehee .

after practice , lepak-ed infront of audi with Mayyin , Natalie and Rina . talked talked talked (: ouh ! and and NINA ! feel so weird without you around . missing you laa babe ! :( come back sooooon . well , then it rained ! haaaa ;D

we moved our asses off to the canteen . and i belasah-ed Natalie's pancakes ! muahahaha ! sorry but thanks Nat ! sangat hungry laa . what do you expect? :D then later on , Cindy joined us (:
and and and you know ! ALL OF A SUDDEN , THERE WAS A FREAKING LIGHTNING ! D:
sangat unexpected coz it was soo quiet and it wasnt a heavy rain , was just drizzling , . then yeaaa . HAHA . i was like " NAT! DONT YOU DARE LEAVE ME ALONE !" as Mayyin and Cindy was going back with her . soo yea (:

then my mummy , my daddy , and my lil bro picked me up (: then go makan ! :D we were deciding where to go , THIS IS A FREAKING TYPICAL PROBLEM TO MY FAMILY , CANT FREAKING DECIDE WHERE TO EAT , LIKE EVER . ;D so im like , what bout Bawang Merah ? (infront of SJMC ) everyone agreed . ngaahaa . so my dad drove us there (: AND GUESS WHAT ?? i freaking bumped into Arif ! *my Arif not Nina's Arif . literally not MY Arif laa but you get it right ? HAHA * okay okay fineee , i knew he was there before i suggested that place . HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHHAHAHAHAHA . (:

it was so funny coz we acted as if we dont know each other . HAHA . i wanted to laughhhh ;D
i was kinda happy too . dah lama tak jumpa dia okay ! haaaa . (:



after lunch*didnt even eat . lost my appetite* , went back homeee . layan-ed trance + guitar with my biggie bro for a while .
do you have any idea how cool it sounds when trance and electric guitar *reminds me of Shazwan . HAHA * mix together ? i like it (: after that , MANDI-ed COLD WATERR ! heaven (: straight away got dressed for guitar class . guess what ? my teacher , he likes White horse ! ngaahaa . he was smiling like shiate when i asked him to listen to it . LOL . then he complimented saying its a freaking nice song (: we had class for one hour . replacement for last week's Redbox ;P so we talked bout you know , stuff . HAHA . he shared with me lotsa , stuff . HAHA . ouh god .

then yeaaa . was in the car for hours and it was sangat cold ! idk why -.- went to the clinic . guess why ? the doctor actually called my dad saying " are you trying to run away from me ?" HAHAHAHAHA . they're kinda close . but all they talk about is freaking politics . B O R I N G D: soo dropped my dad at SS19 and went to see houses ! in ss19 . all the gigantic mansions you knw ? haha . bout 15 mins later ? picked my dad up and and and went to some workshop ? mummy's Mercs was ready . that FILTHY PLACE . the place was full of disgusting , funny dogs ! HAHA . i'd say , 12 dogs ? one was bullying the other . one has a brown body but a white tail and ONE WAS GOING FRONT AND BACK THEN POOPED INFRONT OF US ! HAHA . bloody hell .

went i got home , i headed straight to the kitchen . hungry ! didnt really makan MAKAN the whole day . then all of a sudden i lost my temper and got cranky . because of food . HAHA . didnt get to eat what i wanted to eat , coz of my freaking lil brother . -.- so i had to eat rice eventhough i didnt want to coz yeaaa ! grrrr . ran up to my room and layan-ed guitar till now . im getting the hang of White Horse (:

thats all for today . nights peeps <3


let out : what you mean to me ? ha ha .

new look :D

NGEE HEE HEE ;D

what do ya think ? funkay birday ! HAHA . i went back home early today as there was no cheer practice . and i had nothing to do . so i sat infront of the comp for hours customizing my blog . ;D tell me you love it , coz i knw you do . heee .

Natalie Hay ! sorry i cant make it to your bbq partay :( dont wanna trouble my dad . im sure she's having so much fun without me right now . BAAHAA ;D

Nur Haznina ! she's in Bandung . i received your msg ! sorry i didnt reply as im scared of how much it cost . missing you oi . NGAAHAA . ;D

Teh Swei ! that was the second time when it was only the 2 of us , out . *first was the day before summer splash (: thanks for the great bond . HEEE ;D
THAT REMINDS ME ! Swei and i was walking to BK . i was talking to her with ouh-so-semangat-ly when a group of people with cameras caught my attention and suddenly this guy came up to us and gave us this ! while saying free money free money !
and im like omg ! eyy ! thank youuu ! then another guy was like nahh here's another one .
3 bucks for free man . who the hell would give you 3 bucks for free !*listen to FlyFM yo . hahaha :P

check this out .
shazwan and i were texting bout me playing acoustic and him playing electric ..

me shazwan
you main smue lah !
HAHA ! whats that thing called ? triangle eh ? kerincing or something in bm . HAHAHA .
itu kire drum gak en ?
hahaha . tak ley blah ;D or or castenet? thats small thing laa . HAHA . you play that , i play the triangle . jom buat band ! HAHAHA .
Hahahaha ! band nasyid la ye .
HAHAHA . you dengan tak leh jalannye , pakai kopiah ! gig nasyid kat padang yo !

then bla bla bla . :D
sangat funny wey .
btw , he's leg is currently injured . soo yea . that explains the "werent talking for weeks" .
heh . get well soon , Shazwan (:

hmm , ouh . i was layan-ing guitar like so so much . white horse - taylor swift . in need of Yoke Shan to teach me the strumming :( but she's not feeling well . haaa , get well soon , babe . (;

today was okay though . heh . art wasnt as bad as i thought it would be . HAH ! Sej , was such a bummer . didnt get my results yet . actually , most of my results are hanging as idk whats my coursework yet . haaaa . Chinese was tick tock . Shaza didnt come . :( OMG ANOTHER SICK ONE . HAHAHA . get well soon TOO , babe (: Geo was , HAHA . idk what to say la . ;D a short short day .

thats about it . nights <3 let out : some things are meant to be ignored and neglected (;