How I'd LOVE To Just Rewinddddddddd and Pause (:

V (:

2010-02-14T18:38:00.002+08:00

HAPPY VALENTINES DAY :D

its valentines day and yes , im home . haha .

i spent time with my valentine yesterday instead .

baby , thank you for everything . i want you to know that i love you so much (:

its ganna be 3 months tmr and still going strong (:

and again , happy valentines day .

2010 .

2010-01-04T18:06:00.004+08:00

HI :D

ITS A NEW YEAR and BACK TO SCHOOL! (:

Helloooooo . Yes i know peeps its been SOO LONG . many things have happened . too much to tell :D

As you know , today's the first day of school . My first day being a form 4 . HEEHEEHEE .

It was a goooood day , but i had my hopes high bout getting the same class as NINA D: We were all separated . I heard everyone's not satisfied bout their classes . Its not the class , Its the classmates . Sure , i feel the same way too but not till that level where i'd change class . As i think its time for us all to be independent (: and so , im sticking to my class , 4 Gamma .

Things are pretty weird without Shao Wei around . As you all knw she's leaving for Singapore soon . ;( Its really sad that we'll be apart but still , i'll support you all the way , Swei . (:

Starting this year with new resolutions . I have quite a number , but i'd just like to share one . That is , to always be optimistic and solve every problem calmly . Not run away from it . (:

I actually had a thought about deleting my blog . what do you think?

anyways , imma end here .

lots of love , farah .

stronger every day <3

let out : growing up it is .

i likeeee this(:

2009-11-02T16:50:00.001+08:00

ICanFeelTheLoveeeeeee;)

2009-10-29T00:07:00.004+08:00

"Don't stop, make it pop DJ,
blow my speakers up Tonight,
Imma fight
Till we see the sunlight
Tick tock, on the clock
But the party don't stop
Woah-oh oh oh Woah-oh oh oh"
Kesha - Tick Tock

God i love that song . it brings me up :DD
anyhoos , im not here for the TONSSSSSS of updates , but i'll blog bout everything soon la okay . its just that this post has to be made as i feel sooo exotic :D dayyum , you guys . hahahahah . i feel so awesome now :DD
okies okies , imma go now . you guys take care . lovessssss <3

YouGotMeGoingOoolalalala ;)

2009-10-16T01:14:00.007+08:00

hi :)
UPDATE TIME !

last two days was THE day Pmr ended . my girls and i went to the Curve (: had an awesome day lah . seriously . we did ManiPedi(twas my first time and it was damn nice :D) and watched Sorority Rows . (the movie was scary but ouh hot damn ;) ) how awesome is that? plus , Nick and Eddy dropped by :) *PSSSSTTT im still waiting for the pics with your ehem Nikon D3000 aka. Dyanne , babe :p . hahah*

2 days ago was a HOR-RI-BLE day . but im thankful , as i got to know the sweet side of my younger brother . he accompanied to bed , he comforted me , he hugged me to sleep because i couldnt stop crying . i really love him for that ;)

BUT yesterday was a VE-RY-NI-CE day :)
thats just how my life works . its either the good things happen first or the bad .
yeap , either one . but its back to back . soo yea . heh . im sooo used to it , theres no point of complaining . hahah .

well yea ,
GUESS WHAT?
im going to BEYONCE AND AKON'S ;D
with my beloved girlfriend , Nina . haaaaa , thank you soo much to her family <3 cant wait cant wait cant wait . :D
Ouh yea! Happy Deepavali to all :)
aite , till then , nights ;)

p/s : thanks for coming over <3

let out : when bad things happen , think positive , be optimistic , because everything happens for a reason .

Pmr is finally over :)

2009-10-14T12:04:00.001+08:00

will update more , soon .

p/s : im sorry .

randomness kills .

2009-10-10T22:34:00.002+08:00

i . need . to . exercise ;D

Pmr .

2009-10-06T17:07:00.002+08:00

Best of Luck to all PMR Candidates ;)

Listen

2009-10-03T00:03:00.001+08:00

"I spent my time just thinkin thinkin thinkin bout you

"Every single day yes, i'm really missin' missin' you
And all those things we use to use to use to do
Hey girl, wuz up, it use to be just me and you"

meet me halfway - BEP

hey . yes , i know PMR is only 4 days away . i might be slow but im not dumb . hahah . i know i should be studying and NOT even suppose to be touching the comp . can't help it . i have no addictions , its just tempting (:

Ouh ! i heard AAR is postponed? :O thank god actually ! :DD hahahah . now i can fully concentrate on Pmr . teehee :) ouh and i wanna go for Beyonce's . teeeheeeheeee .

it has been a tough week though , to be honest . heheh . ouh well , it passed . :) ive nothing much to blog bout . except for the fact that im scared for Pmr :/ yet excited for the end of it :D
till then , nights <3

p/s : miss you , love you (:

let out : different ppl , different thoughts ;)

3 birthdays ;D

2009-09-26T20:59:00.003+08:00

Happy 42nd birthday , Mama :)
Happy 18th Birthday , Megat Asyraf :D
Happy 15th Birthday , Claire Cosset ;D

<3 faraahhhhhhhhhhhhh

cheeryblossom (:

2009-09-25T21:05:00.006+08:00

"Shorty, let me whisper in your ear
Tell you, everything you wanna hear
You got my vote Hottest Girl of the Year
Let’s have a ce-lebra-tion, baby"

hey (: whats up ?
i had an awesome day .
i woke up , i had tuition , i felt so rajin . :D
after that , i went to Nina's lil makan makan ;)
withhhhh , Nina herself , Dylan , Swei , Nat , Nick , Dyyyyyyy , and Megat :)

pictures of today ;)

god , it was a hot day . haaaaa . hanged till 3 . then , Nat came over . and of course , we had a blast ;DD
ouh yes , BEP's event is tonight . and my brother is going . grrrr . ouh well , im going AAR :D
hahah . sorry this post is not really detailed . as im suppose to be studying , PMR is only 12 days away . ;)

p/s :

sayang , thanks for the ouh-so-awesome necklace . i love it :)
i need someone to wake me up from this denial im living in . tell me that i need to study , tell me its important , tell me that i might regret , tell me all these things . make me realise . please?

aite , take care peeps , byess .

let out : you and i , we're more than words ;)

SelamatHariRaya(:

2009-09-19T16:33:00.002+08:00

Selamat Hari Raya :D
im in a real rush . going back to Taiping , as usual every raya . :)
here to wish you guys Selamat Hari Raya , im really sorry if ive dont anything wrong to any of you . enjoy your raya for the muslims :) , and for the non , enjoy your hols :P

aite , i'll update moreeeee when i get back , till then ,

lots of love ,
farahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh <3

TwoIsBetterThanOne (;

2009-09-16T17:44:00.007+08:00

" My first time, hard to explain
Rush of blood, oh, and a little bit of pain
On a cloudy day, it's more common than you think
He's my first mistake "
WhiteHouses-VanessaCarlton(:

Hi Dyyyy :)

hey :) i knw , new look again ? does she have a life? yes i do , peeps . -.- the look before was just too dark and dull ;D soo yea. :)

okies ! actually , ive nothing to blog about . im just in the mood . teehee .
soo yea ! Raya is in a few more dayssss :D
PMR is in a few more weeksss :D
Freedom is in a few more weekssss plus daysss ;D
hahahah . cant wait :)

p/s:

im hungry . HAHA .
Wi-liam ! hi (:
we're human beings . we make mistakes , and so , we learn from em .
you gotta chill no matter what youre facing , no matter how hard things are . why ? because this too , will pass . and things will change . for the better . im sure every misery has an end to it kan ? (:

take care , byes <3

let out : maybe its true after all , i AM complicated .

corny ;)

2009-09-11T21:32:00.004+08:00

" And without you I think I'd go crazy
For your love I would do anything
'Cause to me... you are my everything "

MyEverything-Cathy&Randolph
*credits to Eddy :)

hey yoo hoo . :D the song's not bad at all ;) im soo in the mood of blogging . that explains the new look . teehee . what do you think ? i knw its pretty much the same colour as before . but its much darker kan ? heheh .

anyhoos , the whole week , sucked . -.- EXCEPT for today (: god , i had an awesome day .
was soo freaking hyper , especially when Eddy and Nick came :) went back home about 4 . ouh yes , and Wi-liam , im glad we're still tight kan ? ;)

Raya is in about a week ! and i haven't gone shopping . -.- its so , depressing . but ouh well (: i think i'll be fasting again tmr . heheh . im sorry if i was being too disrespectful towards you ppl who were actually fasting . my bad . heh .

okay , thats all for tonight . im ganna go watch some DVDS with my cousin . byess , take care :D

p/s :

i realised i've been corny lately . but i simply cant help it ;)

let out : i like the way you stare at me , you make me feel as if im the only star there is every night <3

FavoriteGirl .

2009-09-07T17:15:00.007+08:00

" My prized possession, one and only
I adore ya, girl I want ya
Of all the girls I've ever known It's you,
it's you Your my precious little lady
The one that makes me crazy
Of all the girls I've ever known "

JustinBieber - FavoriteGirl
Credits to Kak Wani (:

hey peeps . how you doing ? good , bad ? no idea? its all cool .
i myself dont really know how im doing . many ups and downs though .
but just like a close friend of mine said , always look at the bright side ;)
soo , yea . im leaving all the shit thats happening behind and looking forward for the awesome whatevers (:

aite , updates?
im done with trials (:

SriKL had a the buka puasa , solat terawih and solat hajat in school . which i attended . it was good (: and the night ended so nicely *brows brows* ;D

*credits to Shaza ;p

i had my last outing *till after pmr* , yesterday . went out to pyramid with them ;)
ate at Italiannies itwas gooooood :D and watched ImagineThat agak funny ;D .
ouh ouh ouh nak watch Final Destination :(
it was an awesome night lah . Thanks , guys . ;) thanks , Dy <3

ouh and im not fasting today :O hahaha . its that time of the month again . ouh well :/ theres not much update , its about a month left till PMR examinations . tick tock tick tock D: im "half" prepared . which is also "half" unprepared . heh . just looking forward for the latih tubi (:
aite , till then , take care . byess <3

p/s : urgh , psycho much ?

letout : why? i just do . why not? i just don't . ;)

ThinkingOfYou :D

2009-08-31T03:26:00.003+08:00

" i met this boy a couple days ago ,
he's a rapper , i barely even know
he tried to sweet talk me into giving numbers
i must admit , i really dig his swagger "

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=L03lyNtSSaM

hey peeps ;) i've got to admit , im in loveeee with that song . im not sure whether its an old song or new . it doesnt matter . its nice (:

i break fast with my grandparents on my dad's side , last Saturday . it was okay . got a lil high in the car with my mum about cows or something ? hahahah ;D
*sitting at the back of the trunk ? heheh .

my maid left us a few days back or was it yesterday ? can't remember .
so apparently , i have to do most of the chores . okay maybe not really .
but yea . heheh .

i break fast with my uncle and my ubberly cute cousin last night . (:
we went to the Curve and ate at Marche Restaurant . it was my first time there , its simply different than others , really . a place youve simply gotta try (:

got home , skype-d with Eddy for a while then it had to be continued . hahah . Dy , dy . (:
*pfft . how cute can he be ? hahah . (;

anddddd , its Merdeka ! its kinda like any other day . hahaha .
how patriotic of me . heheh . but really . all my Merdekas are pretty much the same . :/

ouh well . tmr's school . trials starts tmr . damn damn damn . honestly , im not 100% ready . but i really just wanna do it (:

soo yea , thats all lah for tonight . wish me luck for the trialssss .
love yawl . nights <3

let out : ive never felt ,

FallinForYou ;)

2009-08-28T11:30:00.011+08:00

Skype , with Nat :D

and thats pretty much how we'd spend our late nights , being us ;D

----------------------

I don’t know but i think I maybe

Fallin’ for you Dropping so quickly
Maybe I should Keep this to myself
Waiting ’til I Know you better

I’ve been spending all my time
Just thinking about ya
I don’t know what to do
I think I’m fallin’ for you

<3 faraaaaah

rainbows and skulls .

2009-08-26T20:09:00.005+08:00

"I wanna I wanna I wanna touch you
You wanna touch me too
Everyday but all I have is time
Our loves the perfect crime"

hey . whats up ? who knows how eff-ed up things can be kan ? like nina said , expect the unexpected . ouh well , i just hope things get better . im not ganna blog about the past few days because it has been the total opposite of last week . soo yea . but of course , there are some lil things that kept me smiling . (:

ouh last Saturday's break fast family gathering was awesomeeeee . :D my grandma with her marveloussss cooking (: ouh you knw , when i wanted to leave Taiping , my ouh-so-hot+cute+handsome+dreamy cousin , Qasiem , was begging me not to go . he was like " kakak kakak , noooo , jom lah main ball . " he blocked the door . he didnt want me to leave . it was soo sad yet cute . heheh . when i was saying goodbye , he did the merajuk face . he can really make you feel so wanted you know ? =]

otw there ,

there ,
my mum was reading him a story (:

i went to Nina's yesterday . we studied a lil and i break fast at her aunty's house . got back around 10pm (: ouh yea , nina , i cant find all the pictures of yest in my phone . its missing . no pictures to upload :( what a day it was . hmm . but still , thanks for everything , babe . <3

i've been sleeping pretty late lately . that explains why ive been skipping sahur . :/ but of course , im still fasting . heheh . 'cause im always online and also video calling with Nat :P *brows brows* hahaha . ouh and babe , thanks for making me Skype . HAHAHA . ouh yes , people , i have skype now soo do add me ? hahah . (:

you knw my cat that i lost tragicly few weeks ago ? it died without a name . it has a twin , it didnt have a name too . but "Eddy Iskinda Lame" :P helped me name it , Kebab ! :D how awesome is that kan ? teeheehee . thanks , Dy (;

other than thatttttttttttttttttttttttttttttttt , i have been studying . but i knw i still gotta put in more effort . so , give me support ! :D this week is passing by real slow compared to the last 2 quarantined weeks . hahah . in a way , im liking it (: ouh yea , i was considering of joining Cyrens next year . but i made my decision . which is , not to . i just dont think i can manage the time . but of course i'm still in my Blue Cheer :D

p/s : quote of the week , sorry but thank you .

let out : unique, different, one of a kind, extraordinary (:

Puasa Puasa Puasa

2009-08-22T14:40:00.006+08:00

"I know your type.
Boy, your dangerous.
Yeah, you’re that guy, I’d be stupid to trust.
But just one night couldn't be so wrong.
You make me wanna lose control"

its puasa month already yo ;) to think back , a year passed . MANY things happened in between . ouh hot damn . hahah . trying to make this post as short as i can . im actually in a rush . going back to Taiping , family gathering to buka puasa together (:

EVERYTHING has been awesome lately .
just some tiny complications that i shall sort out one day .
i thank all the wonderful peeps im surrounded with <3
ouh and yes , we're having one week holidays (:
aite , i guess thats it . take care yawl :D

let out : something exciting :D

my bad .

2009-08-16T19:53:00.007+08:00

" I used to be love drunk, but now I'm hungover
Love you forever, forever is over "

ouh finally ! tmr's school ! :DD after 2 weeks off , we're finally going back to school ;D weird , i know . but its not the homework that i miss . its the fun that we always have in class , in school (: im not done with my homework though . heheh . gotta get it done my 10pm . 'cause Step Up 2 is showing on StarMovies tonight ;)

so this past 2 weeks , it has been , a bore . hahah . stayed home most of the time . :( but i went out last Thursday (: wasn't easy to get out of the house . that explains my recent post . heh . went to OU with Nat , Arif , Jo , Ali , and Fabian . Aunty Sharon (Nat's mum) got Nat and I free make up from Chanel . thanks aunty (:

Jo did a tattoo on his back . god , its awesome . ;)

headed to TGIF after that . then played some pool . Jo left then the rest of us just lepak-ed . heheh . watched GI Joe after that , but i had to leave in the middle of the movie . Wil and friends came as i left . heheh . yeaaaap . if only Nina and Swei made it . but other than that , it was a happy , tiring day :D *more pics with Natalie*

and today , skipped swimming :D my sleep was interrupted . it was likeee , i slept around 3 ? woke up at 8 -.- then i slept again woke up at 1 . teehee (: got dressed and off to KL Pac . went to see a show . a musical comedy bout NS(national service) it was not bad at all . one of the lead actress was the same girl who acted at the Sunway College play i went with Mr Ching the other day . heh (:

Joe Hasham , the Director . (he's muslim :DD)

after that , i went for dinner at Ampang . some place called Cozy Corner ? lol . yeap . and here i am . it was a nice day .

other updatesssss

my cat died last week , tragicly . ;(
baked choc chips cookies and finished it in just a few hours :p
before

after
i did not use my 2 weeks wisely to study like i should . :/
something i want in life , excitement and adventure ;D

aite , i gtg finish up my hws . can't wait for school tmr :D
byess , nightss , take care <3

let out : i aint playing yet i aint serious either ,

wtf ?

2009-08-11T20:16:00.002+08:00

im pissed .
im not weak , tears just roll down my cheeks when im mad .
when i thought things are getting better , its not .
gahhhhhhhhhhhh . ;(

Ninaaaaaaaaa (:

2009-08-09T22:55:00.005+08:00

Happy *belated* Birthday my Dearest Nina :D
she turned 15th yesterday .
didnt get to celebrate with her as she was in Aussie with her family .
but its cool . we gotta plan a meet up real soon as she's back in M'sia ! :DD

G.I Joe ! :D
seriously that movie is just simply a w e s o m e ;DD
some peeps say that its better compared to transformers .
at first it was hard to believe but after the movie , i kinda agree . hahah .
but i suppose there were more actions in transformers ? but its cool .
you gotta judge it yourself (:

School is closed down
old news but ouh well , another week for me . ive got to REALLY study now . Pmr is getting closer every minute . time passes by so fast . fasting month is coming up too . and the Pmr trials . ouh hot damn DD:

alrightys ! ive nothing much to say . :/ i guess i'll go now . i wanna wake up early this week . but i doubt it :P hahaha . nights yall . <3

let out : paranoid D:

facebook ?

2009-08-07T01:27:00.002+08:00

OUHEMMGEE !

i did facebook . HAHA . ouh yes . do add me (:
pls excuse the emptyness of the profile . still a noob . hehe .
soooo do help me out . thanks :D

p/s : happy you guys ? i finally did it :P

once upon a time ,

2009-08-05T20:01:00.005+08:00

"Happily ever after took time ,
once upon a broken heart of mine "

there was no Sun today at all ! so i slept twice . hehe . good weather . cant help it .
i went out today (: yea yea . quarantine yada yada yada . and again , cant help it . :D
went to KL , got lost at Kepong ? yea took hours . went to SSF flower place .
heard of it ? its not bad . heh . teman-ed my mum . soo yea .
such an unproductive day . :/
but every day is a good day ..?
*not really . just nice to say it . HAHA *

nights <3

let out : still not working .

Painting all my dreams the color of your smile .

2009-08-03T23:52:00.004+08:00

" It's no surprise I won't be here tomorrow
I can't believe that I stayed till today
Yeah you and I will be a tough act to follow
But I know in time we'll find this was no surprise "
No Surprise - Daughtry

that song is simply awesome . haaaa . so ? Nina left for Aussie . already missing her . hmm . at least she dropped by laa just now :] have fun , babe . Shao Wei is going back to school tmr . She's feeling better . while Natalie on the other hand happens to be the opposite of Swei . Nat , take care of yourself . your body must be strong . kay ? (:

School has been , empty . that is what ive heard . haha . some are taking advantage while some are memang sakit . hahah . ouh well , been sleeping late nowdays :D i got my homework from the net , school site . first time though . ive got to admit it was cool ;D

ouh well , i've nothing much to blog about , i'll end here . nights <3

p/s : take care of yourselves . really .

let out : go with the flow 'cause the flow is going well .

Quarantine .

2009-08-01T23:17:00.003+08:00

unfortunately , one of my classmates kena H1N1 .
so , my class is quarantined . for a week .
sigh .

<3 farah

a . ma . zing .

2009-07-31T21:47:00.008+08:00

"i wanna show you i'm a gentleman ,
girl , let me be the one to hold your hand "
be on you - FloRida feat Ne-yo

some song i just layaned :D yea , i knw the title of the song is agak wrong . but ouh well . haha . hey hi hello (: ouhemmgee . what a day . seriously .

so here goes , f3s were to have our BM Seminar today . and the f3 agama students were to have our Hafazan test today too . it kinda clashed a lil . all of a sudden i was called for the English Oral pulak . all were important and all were for PMR .
so , i skipped the BM Seminar ,
*i figured i could just borrow the notes/tips from my other friends :)*
rushed for my English Oral
*which i was so satisfied with (: p/s : i talked bout my ladies . :D*
andddddddd finally , to the Agama room for my Hafazan test .
*which im finally effing done with :DD *

yea sure it was so hectic at first , but it all turned out well (: after all that , Nina lepaked with Nat and I . then , had Scienceeeeee . and thats when all Fridays begin right ? after school (: haha .

watched futsal :D they had Aseri*is that how you spell ? HAHA* Cup . today and tmr . yeaaap . so i stayed back . not coming for tmr though . anyways yea . i had funnnnnnnn :D i was REALLY hyper with everyone today . i really think its the Subway cookies ! heee . sure , my mum had to ruin it by shouting on the phone . i mean really , whats wrong with talking nicely and eff that tone wey -.- ALMOST ruin my day . but no . was a lil patient . soo yea (: shit happens right ? and sadly , some of em had to go home early . hmm . its okay laaaa .

never expect the day to turn out like it did . im glad (:

i dedicate this to my parents .
here goes ,
i have not been going out . after the incident that happened months ago ,
i stopped going outta school on Fridays . ask everyone . ive NOT been going out .
i usually ask someone to buy for me if i want anything .
i made a promise to myself .
im doing all this to win your trust back . and also because i expect the freedom after pmr .
of course , freedom with limitations . so , i would appreciate if the past shall not be spoken and give me the chance to do all this . really .

p/s :

im so into "i gotta feeling" teehee . :D
how much a small harmless act can hurt someone's feelings or
ruin someone's day or even get eff-ed up . really .
everything's ganna be okay .

you gotta admit this is cool, no?

let out : dont push it .

i gotta feeling , that tonight's ganna be a good night . :D

2009-07-25T21:12:00.006+08:00

" Tonight's the night Let's live it up "
i gotta feeling - Black Eyed Peas

omg . dah lama tak online :DD hello people (:
today's my parents' anniversary (: their 16th if im not mistaken . i totally forgot . haha . i love them to bits <3>

anyhoos , whats hot ? whats smoking hot ? well ....

i got some of my results back , and some are , disappointing but its okay ! i wont give up :D
i watched Harry Porter (: with my lil bro and my dad . had lunch together and we really bonded . haha . ouh and i still wanna watch Ice Age 3 . and Obsessed too :D and , other movies . haha .
dont you just love the tall classy glass ? (;
i got a new kitty . it's a female . andddd , still thinking of a name . but for the mean time , thanks to Jo , im calling it , Muffin :D
yea , at first there was 2 . but the owner actually took back one of em .
they had 8 ! kedekut much ? haaaa . sad .
yesterday ! stayed in school till 9pm . WOOH . doing what? Natalie , Claire and i helped out the Primary kids to make-up for their Wizard of Oz play . god , i met diff types of lil girls yo . and i've got to admit . some are , really something . haaaa . we didnt have tickets . i thought we could have got in for free or something as we helped and all . teehee :D but no . haha ! so we decided to just lepak outside the auditorium . they were selling food and drinks . so , yea . we had our girls talk :D last night was not bad at all . espeicially for Nat , kan ? :P

school at 7pm ,
school at 8 pm .
my family and i went swimming today ;D

randomness ?

im *ed up with my hair ;(
i used to ask for a fairtytale life . i just realised that i had that . and it was perfect BUT it didnt last . nothing last forever . things change . and im cool with that .
i want my parents' trust back .
time passes by so fast D:

nights ,

let out : i didn't ask for this ,

i hate mosquitoes ;(

2009-07-18T16:20:00.009+08:00

" Call me in a middle of the day ,
just to say , baby i love you "

hey (: im bloated D: theres simply so much to eat in the house ;D updatessssss ,

Wednesday , 15/7/09

Daddy turned 46th :D
one of my fav pictures together (;
pa , i love you :D

2nd Monthly Test began . D:
seriously , no pressure . at all . haha .

wasnt feeling very well :(
from headache to sore throat , from sore throat to flu .

Friday , 17/7/09
well , Friday sucked . big time . end of story .

Today .
the end of 2nd monthly test .
made plans but didnt happen . just to lazy to get dressed and all .
so pretty much lazed around the house .
MU vs Selangor ? haha .
had the chance to be there but the seat kinda sucked .
soo , decided not to as i figured , im not a big fan anyways .
haha . have fun you guys ;p

p/s : i . want . to . watch . Harry Porter . and . Ice Age 3 . :D .

let out : its all , understanding .

spongebob , patrick and squidward . hyper , blur and attitude problem .

2009-07-12T17:46:00.006+08:00

" and it rains in your bedroom , everything is wrong ,
it rains when youre here , it rains when youre gone .. "

hey (: life has been , well , indescribable . exams are next week D: on my daddy's birthday (: still thinking of what to get him . dayyum .

my weekend? Saturday was great :D my guitar class , yea , my teacher was like , " i'll teach you Heal The World . a tribute to Michael Jackson . " he played and sang . i teared a bit . cant help it . heh . soo now i now how to play Heal The World :D
yea , and that night , i went for a lil shopping at Mid Valley (:

and today , i cook with my dad :D we did our very own nasi goreng . ouh hot damn ;D other than that , the day was , occupied ? the plan was to study all day but , you guessed it , got distracted . i was doing other things instead . yes , like some post before this , i was mad as i did not study and all . i guess im controlling that feeling now . whats the point of showing it .

*my fav colour (;

soo yeaaa . ive nothing much to say . seriously nothing else to blog about .
everything seems so private lately .
nights .

let out : everything happens for a reason ,

i hope .

2009-07-05T21:44:00.006+08:00

" You was always the cheerleader of my dreams to
Seem to only date the head of football teams
And I was the class clown that, always kept you laughin’
We, were never meant to be baby we just happen "

hey . whaddup ? my weekend was fine . pretty occupied though .

Saturday 4/7/2009

did house work . went to SU for the family day just for a while . met Nathasha *Amelia's friend (: at night , they had the talentquest dinner which i attended with my family .
it was , agak boring . haha . sorry :D

Sunday 5/7/2009

i woke up grumpy with the dream i had . i dreamt Nina and i fought like crap D: but yet its just a dream i knw it'll never happen (: didnt go swimming today :( but i went lunch with my family by the lake ! :D it was in shah alam . heh . and lazed around the hs the whole day . but of course with some chores done :D
i was suppose to go Cheer '09 today . but i had the major nose bleed again ;( sorry , Cyrens . im sure you guys did great . (:

alright . thats all for tonight . my grandma's coming back tmr . teehee . nights <3

p/s : i'll pray for you .

let out : happy ending ?

be my backbone? (:

2009-07-03T20:20:00.009+08:00

"I'd give it all up but I'm taking back my love"

hello :D god i miss blogging . too much drama going on yo D:
so yes , first things first ,

watched Transformers 2 on Swei's Birthday , 26th of June (: i loved it . we threw her a surprise party :D *p/s : will upload pics when Swei does *
My elder brother left for UiTM last Sunday . he cried hugging me ! see , how tight we are . pfft . hahaha .
as you all know , MJ died . may he R.I.P :( you knw i never imagined him dying . as i think he's too cool to die . but well , it was his time to go . may he goes to heaven :D
my grandma went back to her house :( and i currently have no maid . soo yes , ganna get pretty occupied with the hs work . ouh well .(:
getting agak rajin with school work :D
PMR is less than 3 months !
Nat got in IGCSE yo ! congrats , babe (;
it has been solonglikegilababilama since i saw willlllllllllllllllllllllllliam . and i have not talked to him for like ages . and i finally saw his batang hidung today ! haha ;D

Pictures of the week :DD

At Swei's (:

At Holiday Villa (:

Other Random Pictures (:

thats all for tonight . (:

p/s : thanks Jo for the ouh-so-awful Subway ;P

nights <3

way back in '07

let out : this might be TMTH ; things have totally changed .

not well ?

2009-06-23T12:18:00.011+08:00

" You lift my feet off the ground ,
you spin me around
you make me crazier , crazier ,
feels like im falling and im ,
lost in your eyes ,
you make me crazier , crazier , crazier .. "

hey . its 12.32 pm now . and im not in school . i had a major nose bleed in the morning . 3 times actually . first was at 2.30am , second was at 7.30am and the third was at 11am :( thats explains why im at home now . heh . plus now im suffering from stomach cramp pulak ;(
but im still smiling (: ngaahaa .
anyhoos , imma blog bout ..

Sunday 210609
Father's Day :D
as usual , i'd go swimming every Sunday morning (: when we got back , i made Cabonara for my dad :D but it wasnt perfect without the susu cair . damn . but it was okay i guess . heh . i love you daddy :D and my mum came home from somewhere (HAHA) with 3 boxes of cupcakes and brownies . taste of heaven i tell you ;D

Monday 220609
Charmaine's Birthday (:
youre 15 already ;D i gave her the taste of heaven cupcakes (: hope you had a great birthday . and i'd just like to say , i know a lot of unwanted things happened before , but now that you're 15 *wanted to type 16 :D* you should let it past because life is memang like that and look forward for the good things in life :D this goes to everyone actually . (; soo ,
happy birthday , charmainey <3
thats all for now , tc , tatas (;
p/s : TRANSFORMERS 2 IS COMING OUT TMR SIALLLLLLLLLL :DD

let out : i want my fairytale life ,

pout

2009-06-20T20:49:00.008+08:00

"Semalam I call you, you tak answer.
You kata you keluar pergi dinner.
You kata you keluar dengan kawan you.
But when I called Tommy he said it wasn't true.

So I drove my car pergi Damansara.
Tommy kata maybe you tengok bola.
Tapi bila I sampai you, you tak ada.
Lagilah I jadi gila.

So I called and called sampai you answer.
You kata sorry sayang tadi tak dengar.
My phone was on silent, I was at the gym.
Tapi latar belakang suara perempuan lain.

Sudahlah sayang, I don't believe you.
I've always known your words were never true.
Why am I with you, I pun tak tahu.
No wonderlah my friends pun tak suka you.

So I guess that's the end of our story.
Akhir kata she accepted his apology.
Tapi last last kita dapat tahu she was cheating too.
With her ex boyfriend's best friend - Tommy."

thanks Shaza for introducing me this song . HAHA . (:

hey whats up peeps ? (: ive been pouting the whole week in most pictures . i guess that explains the post title . teehee . im ganna make this post in point form laa kays ? (:

updates :D

back to school after 2 weeks hols , agak stressing week .
got back the mid year results D: one word , unsatisfied .
was busy with Dikir Barat for the Speech day that was held today . the practices had been da bomb lah :D ouh and i made a new friend :D we call him Jo (:
im starting to like what i dislike AND disliking what i like . wooh .
and i hate it when people have their own issues and they take it on innocent peeps . PFFT . dont you think its better if you SHARE whats wrong with a PROPER TONE . goshhh .
p/s : this doesnt only go to one person . (:

pictures !!! :D
serious banyak gila piggy pictures soo im saving the rest for keeps (:

Backstage :)

After the Performance :)

after everything , at the canteen :)

alrightys , im exhausted . nights <3

let out : fix it . ;(

holy crap

2009-06-13T00:59:00.011+08:00

like the new look ? :D

well i sure do (: the fastest and the most satisfying layout ive ever changed to . hehe .
so anyhoos , i got raped by my kittens D: seriously . damn , i cant believe i just said that . but yea :D

todayyyy , i went to see houses again . survey-ed the houses in Shah Alam (: my mum was actually thinking of renovating the house we're staying now but she STILL have doubts and STILL wants to check out the houses in Shah Alam . sooooo , we did . anddddd we're still thinking . haha . i'd like to move into a bigger house , but i cant bare to leave SJ . ive been leaving here my entire life . soo yea . :/

picked Nina up after that , and headed to Holiday Villa (: we did our hw , PARTLY ;p and spend about 20 mins in the pool . if only we were there earlier . sorry , Nina :( but we had fun right? :D ive got to admit , im still not satisfied though . we didnt bond that much . plus the foursome wasnt complete . butttttt , its okay . can't wait to see you guys when school reopens !

ouh yes !

mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
hahahahahahah !
mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
bju you tu for me is it ?
*farah said:
HAHA
*farah said:
apakah ?
*farah said:
ouh wait , yes ;P
mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
;p
mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
hahaha
*farah said:
soo are you a superstar?
*farah said:
ouh no .
*farah said:
youre superman (:
*farah said:
i guess you cant date me ! D:
mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
HAHA
*farah said:
haha
mohammadarifbinzolkifli said:
hahaahahahah

i just had to put that up :D
nights <3

let out : i brokedown .

like they say , syok sendiri ?

2009-06-10T15:11:00.007+08:00

" if its a broken part , replace it
if its a broken arm , brace it
if its a broken heart , face it "

Details In Fabric - Jason Mraz ft James Morrison

sangat addicted to that song okay ! thanks to wi-liam (: haha . i got him addicted with Change Your Mind and he got me addicted with this . ;D the rest of the lyrics doesnt really make sense to me though . but i still love love love the song :D

anyhoos , today was better . productive . like how it should be (: did a lil of science and maths . its a start what right ? haha . im starting to miss school D: but i just asked god for another week of hols . what am i crapping bout ? -.-

okay . nothing to blog about . im out .

p/s:

sorry Redza , couldnt make it :/
i miss my ladiessss D:

Swei ,
us getting ready for Charity Dinner last year (:

Nina ,
after we got back from god knows where * i cant remember :D *

Natalie ,
us getting ready for our buka puasa at Nando's last year :D

pictures through my webbie :D good times good times ;D

let out : pfft , im okay (:

not random . not so random . random . very random ?

2009-06-09T22:18:00.005+08:00

i feel so lifeless :D

yes , i admit . why would i lie right ? pfft . ive not been doing anything productive lately .
even though i did promise that the second week of hols would be different than the first .
i lied . to myself ! my god . anyhoos . i guess i'll start tmr . start what?
start being a better person (: with more studying and do more good deeds . *HAHA*
but i think i gotta work on my discipline the most :D
laziness , distractions , heartaches . they all gotta gooooooooooo (:

alright ! updates ?

my grandma is sick again . she got better in the past week but now she's having a really high fever . :/
relationship with my family isn't really going well at the moment .
my dad , i don't talk to him at all . i do try making convos but doesnt seem to work . my mum , i only see her before i go to bed as she's busy with god knows what . my younger brother , is getting really annoying . -.-
ouh yea . my commercial was released . some people have seen it . god , i look terrible . but im on tv :D hahaha ;D
went out the whole of last week . watched many movies .
yada yada yada

okay fine , everything just seem to suck at the moment okay . but well yea i'm being me trying to avoid all this shit as if nothing's up but as usual too , it doesnt seem to work . pfft .

let out : i need a miracle ,

question mark and a fullstop (:

2009-06-07T00:03:00.005+08:00

There's this girl ,

her question was ..
" why wont it work out ? "

and now she got her answer ..
" pfft . because i deserve soo much better than this . "

p/s : will update more soon . nights .

CharityDinner'09

2009-06-01T18:12:00.023+08:00

ouh my my my ;D

Caprice performed
met new people *wink :D *
and lastly ,
ROCKED THE DANCE FLOOR ;DD
ouh how i wish that night would never end (;

Natalie (:

Redza (:

Shan (:

Wi-liam (:

Eugene (:

Leon (:

Alia (:

Clarence (:

Farah (:

James (:

Madeline (:

Hor Rina (:

Khairi (:

Rina Ho (:

Adam (:

Brenda & Cindy (:

Jing Her (:

erm , new peeps ? :D

Amelia & Natasha (:

TAKE 1 ,

TAKE 2
TAKE 3

AND YES , OF COURSE I HAD MY OWN CAMWHORE MOMENTS AT HOME ;D

*actually there's more but i figured , its TMTH ;p

P/S:

thanks Nat for the pictures . (:
Happy 15th Birthday Mariam :D
my grandma got admitted in the hosp . :/
to receive , you gotta give ;)

let out : i might not know what to do , but i am not lost .

ma lips like sugar ;P

2009-05-31T17:15:00.006+08:00

"If I could change your mind
How would you want me
Would you say you need me
Cause I need you now
If I could change your mind
How would you hold me
Would you stay forever
Or just leave me here to drown"

~Change Your Mind , Boyce Avenue~

hey (; i knw it has been a while . life's like a roller coaster . tons of things going on . many ups and downs . for a sec , everythings perfect , the sec after , its like hell . hows that ?
my my .
so anyhoos , making this a short one , Mid Years are over . having 2 weeks off for Mid Term Holidays . yea , thank god . ;D attended Charity Dinner last night . WOOH . no words can describe last night ;DD i'll blog bout it a.s.a i've got all the pics ay ? alrightys , thats all for now . take care you guys , tatas . (:

let out : i guess not . hmm .

fralalalala ;D

2009-05-16T22:11:00.007+08:00

" But somewhere we went wrong
We were once so strong
Our love is like a song
You can't forget it "

hey hello hi (:
what a tiring dayyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyyy D:
woke up at 6 for the shooting at Taman Tasik Manjalara or something . uhhum .
it was fun . seriously . i get to do something fun and i get paid for it and appear on tv ! ngaahaa (: i'll let you guess what channel its ganna be in . HAHA ;D
the scene is a happy family and so ,i had my shooting family .
the dad , Mr Fauzan (i think)
the mom , Ms Zan ,
the elder sister , me :D
the younger sister , Ida
the younger brother , Syed
*those are their real names btw * ;D
they're all really friendly . i really had fun , and it was one dabomb experience ;D
everything started around 8 and ended around 12 . right on schedule .

i did go to school after that though . had some unsatisfying lunch and decorated the cupcakes my girls did . (: btw , my mum loved it you guys . i only did three , and all three got stolen by the teachers -.- SANGAT SADDENING ;( but its okay . its teachers day so i let it go . haha . i have pictures anyways ! HAHAHA . :D

whatttttttttttttt ? ;p

after that , rushed for guitar class , 15 minutes late . ngaahaa . learned another new but old song . haaahaaaa . got home , watched The Beach in Star Movies . very interesting . haha ;D

dadadididududododede , went out again . haaa . ouh i bought a new swimming suit . HAHA (:
okay , exams are in a week , and im still , hmph . its okay ! I WILL STUDY :D

alrightys , i have s******* class tmr morning D:
night night (;

p/s :

sorry not many pictures

wi-liam says hi . ;D

let out : expect the unexpected :D

like woah D:

2009-05-15T20:20:00.015+08:00

Happy 15th Birthday Voon May yin :D
hope you had a great one this year , stay May Yin and i love ya i love ya i love ya ;D

Monday !
some of us , including me , went for the casting audition . they said its for a commercial (:

Tuesday !

Wednesday !
it was Teacher's Day celebration and D'4some performed Oh Teachers and As Long As You Love Me . ouh yes , the people called and said that i got in ! so im going for my first shooting tmr (: and so , i cant make it this Saturday , Open day .

Thursday !
Abang's 19th Birthday and also Rina's 17th birthday . my family and i had dinner at Bubbagum and Shrimp for my elder brother's celeb (:

*in school*

*bubbagum*

Today !
had art exam . :D
almost got suspended from class for playing guitar in class . HAHAHA (:
baked cupcakes after school .
after that , Mr Simon (eng teacher) brought some of us to sunway college to watch a Theatre performance .
it was great . they were really good (: and he treat us bubble tea too . hehe . after god knws when was the last time i had it ;D

thats kinda it . i really have to go . my mum is nagging , asking me to sleep . big day tmr . (:
have fun baking cupcakes and also Dikir Barat tmr guys . i'll drop by if i have time .
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let out : where are we going ?

go with the flow , yo (:

2009-05-10T20:26:00.038+08:00

"You're my blessin when i'm stressin , 
my superfly beauty queen"


hey hi hello (: how yawl doing ?  i think i have many updates . so here goes ,

i wore tudung last tuesday (: the f3 agama students had one of the tests for PMR . i have pictures . but naaaa , i aint putting em up (:
had dikir barat practice on Wed and Thurs . we're performing on Open Day .
ouh yes , we're making cupcakes on Open Day . teehee .
i was cranky whole week ! *except for Friday* bak kata Arif , 'ABC' hahahaha ;P
first time i brought my guitar to school , on Thurs . haha .
going for charity dinner (:
auditioned for Teacher's day on Friday , we all got in (:
and lastly , THE news , mid-year exams have been moved to a week later . :D

my weekend was THE weekend . one of the best Saturdays (:

Saturday morning , i went to SmkSU as they have this Hannah Montana thingy . HAHA .
my mum ajak-ed me , so wtheck right ? (: im sorry but i have to say it was BORING .
luckily Nina came a lil later to teman me . haaaaa . but but but i like the fact that they gave us *wristbands in the goodie bags . HAHAAHA . ;P

Nina followed back to my place around 12 . lepak-ed for a while till Nat came around 3 and we went to her house for a while and to Hijauan Kiara (:

i seriously had a blast there . thank you so much, May Yin . i love you babe <3>

and yes , today's Mother's day . i wrote my mum a song .

mama , you are the greatest ,
you gave me life , you gave me everything ,
ouh ma , i am thankful for that .

i thank you for raising me up ,
with your care and love that never ends ,
ouh ma , i am thankful for that .

im sorry if ive ever let you down ,
ouh could you pls forgive me ,
this song really came from me ,
i love you so much , ouh mama happy mother's day (;

actually i rewrote the lyrics of "Your Guardian Angel" . haha . lazy to make up my own chords . heh . and my siblings and i plus my cousin , bought her flowers (:
and my mum was like , " why re you controlling ? you should have just sang your lungs out . but its okay , nvm . that was sweet , thanks (: " HAHAHAHA . see , my mama . god , i love her (;

here are the pictures ,
(p/s : not all of the pictures are here , so pls dont hesitate to ask for the others (: )

In My Car (:

My Place (:

In Nat's Car (:

Nat's Place (:

Hijauan Kiara :D

*the swim*

Dinner (:
May Yin ,

Claire ,

Shan ,

Cant you get any scarier Swei ? haha .

Natalie ,

*inserts Nina's pic here *
she deleted it -.-

me :D

Cake cutting (:

A lil something special from the 4some to May Yin (:
we present her a song named by her name . (:
and hell yea we made her cry !
tears of joy , awhhh (;

THE mirror (:

that is all , nights :D

let out : pls dont take this away from me ,

ABC ;P

2009-05-08T22:09:00.002+08:00

ive got lotsa updates but im not blogging now .
i have no mood as my stomach is messing with me .
GRRR . ouh well .

p/s : had a nice day (:

guess what?

2009-05-03T20:57:00.003+08:00

im at this stage where if u mess up a tiny bit , youre ganna get it from me .
no kidding .

1 . im so mad at myself as ive not been studying .
so easily distracted , not disciplined and time passes by so fast .
2 . ive been keeping quiet and listening to alot people lately so whats wrong with just listening to what i've got to say once in a while,huh ?
3 . i really miss my fringe :(

p/s : please do not question all this let out , tq (:

hello ! :D hahaha . first of all ,

Happy 66th Birthday , Grandmama (:
(i wished her happy 64th birthday mannnnnnnnnnn , how embarrassing is that ? HAHA)

guess what? i watched X-Men Origins : Wolverine yesterday . it was my first time watching an X-Men movie and it rocked :D layan kot . haaaaa . ;D

guess what ?i went jogging today (: after god knows how long . heh .
i jogged the whole ss18 with my daddy and my adik .

guess what? i love my phone so much . HAHA . another one , gile layan kot ;D

guess what ? its that time of the year again . tmr is Picture Day ! im excited . haaaaa ;D

you know , May is ganna be a hectic month .
ive got something on this week ,
next week , teacher's day and SriKL's open day ,
next next week and the week after is Mid Year examination .
after that is Charity Dinner (:
and finally , HOLIDAYS :D

wooh . alright , thats it , im out . study study study ! nights (;

let out : treat me nice , thats all im asking for .

Nokia 5800 Express Music :D

2009-05-01T22:25:00.012+08:00

(this is Friday's post to be exact )

got my new phone ! like F I N A L L Y :D

teehee . yeap yeap . got it today (:
i'll update bout this week first .

Monday was a holiday , yea .
Tuesday , went to Nina's after school (:
really laughed a lot lah . ;D

i hate youuuuuu , grrrrrr

more pictures with Nina ((:

Wednesday , we finally got our students card ! :D when i told Arif , he was like "i got it too" . im like , okay ! im just jakunted :D hahaha ;D
i look like a nerd as im wearing my specs and i loveeeee it (:

Thursday , ive known Nina for almost my whole life and i freaking just realized that she has a mole on her nose ! HAHAHAHA . sorry , darling ;P

Friday , today , is Labour day which obviously a holiday . haha .
woke up around 10 , layan kitty , layan guitar , layan myspace and layan msn :D till 12 ,

had lunch while watching Finding Nemo! :D did a lil of math (: then got fucked up *hehe* so i stopped . watched tv a lil bit then got ready for S.Parade .

we have the same smile , did you notice? but only in this picture , in real life , obviously mine's wayyyy better . HAHA ;P

then went to TV3 Sri Pentas , at BU . my grandmama attended this Agama related TV show , Al-Kuliyah . it was showed on TV3 at 5pm just now and she was on it :D my grandmama was on tv ! all the way from Taiping to BU ;D anyhoos , we went to see her as her 64th birthday is this Sunday (: we wont be seeing her on Sunday because she'll be back in Taiping by then . so we decided to meet up at BU (: we bought her a lot of Famous Amos :D god , i love her . (;

sorry my hair mcm orang gila ! :D

after that we headed S.Pyramid , had dinner there and bought my phone . teehee . god , im like soo jakunted with it . when i open the box , i was so careful and scared and excited and OMG ! HAHA ;D Ali ! ive got the same phone as youuuuu ;P only mine's hotter cause its red . ngaahaa ;P im also sad giving up my ex phone . you knw it feels like ,
youre giving up your ex boyf for a better guy but still , you had so many sweet memories with your ex . soo yea . I KNOW ITS JUST A PHONE OKAY . hahahahaha . but whatever .
i sayang my ex phone (;

other updates ,

i helped quite a number of people this week by listening to what they have to say and let them let it out to me . i feel so good bout it (;
i did wear baju kurung for the 3 school days ! :D ganna continue next week too (:
been swearing quite often and even in small talks , i hate this so much . gotta stop . D:
i changed my bed sheet ! god , i love the colour (:

okies . so many things to do , so lil time :(
soo , goodnight (;

let out : I've got tons on my mind ,

Annual Sports '09 (:

2009-04-25T20:27:00.014+08:00

yes yes , Blue got 3rd . pfft ;D
its okayyyy , its alrighttttt . (;

woke up around 6.50 while the alarm was at 6.10 . haaaaaa ;D daddy drove me to the Stadium around 7.15 , met up with the other cheerleaders . ouh wait not cheerleaders , cheeries ! :Dwe put make up on , did our hair , sprayed it blue ! :D and practiced our routine . (:
i prefer that word . heeee . anyways yea .

this that those , it was time for our cheerleading event D: Green cheered first , followed by Yellow , Blue and Red . well , it didnt turn out like how we wanted it to be . a let down right there . that explains the tears today (; but its okay . there's always next year , and the year after . for my badge . heeheehee .
and you know , all the bruises and cut we got from cheerleading , its soo cool as it shows we're really into cheerleading . HAHA . well , Charmaine agreed with me . heeee .
its a lie if you dont have any of it joining cheer ;p

so after all the drama , we chilled . Amelia and i sat with Nina's family . ouh ! I made a new friend ! his name is Iman Arami (: he's a friend of Nina's from SK9 (: and Amelia said that Apit is like my elder brother , Hafiz . NGAAHAA ;D

after a few events , we gathered at the field , the prize giving ceremony was held and also the closure of the Annual Sports 2009 (: with the Champion , Yellow House , followed by Red , Blue and Green (;

Monday is a holiday . HELL YEAAA ;D and Friday too since its Labour day ? yea . heh . i realised SriKL has many holidays . teeheeheee . well , Sports is over , its time for hardcore studying ! ;D yes , PMR . i hate it when ppl remind me of PMR . i mean like , i know lah okay . shut up . HAHA :D

p/s :

Congrats to ALL the winners today . you guys did great :D
Amelia ,
thank you sooooooo much for consulting me . really appreciate it (; and also to others who had the heart to ask whether im okay (; im good now . i figured , it past and i had lotsa fun*eventhough im effing tan -.- god , i hate this * and and and i just gotta let it go (:
letting go huh , something that im weak at but no worries ! im okay ! HAHA . ;D
bluecheeries ,
i had fun cheering with you guys . i've made new friends , learned new things , and whatsoever . Sarah , as the captain of blue cheer , you did a great job . we might not win , but with the routine , the practices and all , i know we rocked it . congrats anyways (:
and lastly , i like the fact that Nina hated me for being so perky on the track . HAHA ;P

alrightys , here are today's pictures , enjoy (:

before cheer (:

credits to Shaza , to most of the pics (:

Shan (:

Leon (:

Sarah*THE Captain (: and Farah *THE erm , shit , erm , "future captain"? HAHA :P

Crystal (:

Priya (:

HanLi (:

Neena (:

like i have to introduce Nina ? pfft :P

Foursum (:

Cheer :D

After Cheer (:
Danielle (:

Shu-Fei , Farah , Amelia (:

Amelia and I with the Blue House Captain '09 , Candice (:

Home :D
god i love my nails (:

CAMWHORE TIMEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE ;D

anddddddddddddddddddd ,

ONE ,

TWO ,

THREE ,

FOUR ,

FIVE ! :D

goodnight (;

THE BLUE HOUSE CHEER VIDEO WILL BE PUT UP A.S.A.P AS
IM FACNG SOME DIFFICULTIES OF TRANSFERING THE VIDEO :D

let out : it keeps on happening , you keep on ..

its tmr !

2009-04-24T18:44:00.006+08:00

GO BLUEEEEEEEE :D

*making this post a short one *

hell yea Sports Day is TMR ! finally , for four months we've been cheering our asses off and its time to rock big time tmr (:

we cheered the whole day today , morning till 5 . :D
yes , apparently , we are some REALLY tan cheerleaders . hahaha . ;D
i dont knw whether ive said this before , but i am going to wear baju kurung when Sports is over everyday to school and really get my colour back so that i can rock Charity Dinner . haha :P
* im just saying , god knws whether im really doing it or not ;D *

had Leon's *my laughing gas , remember?* early sweet sixteen surprise (:
his birthday is this Sunday , the 26th (:
and so , here i wish you Happy Advance Rocking Sixteen Leon ;P

anyhoos , yeaaaa . so far , the positions are , Yellow , Red , Blue and Green .
we're trying our best to climb higher (:

well to close this post , i wish all the best to all cheerleaders :D

CHEER FOR BLUE ! TATAS (;

how it felt like ,

2009-04-23T18:27:00.013+08:00

Sports Rehearsal :D

yes , had sports rehearsal today at Kompleks Sukan Negara? apakah ? HAHA . it was called Stadium Matsushita before , they changed it . haaaa .

well not ganna make this a long post ,

Blue is cheering third
Yellow won the Football Interhs Finals
Really felt the down feeling
Really bonded with Amelia (:
Andddddddddddddddd i was like a fried omelette cheering under the sun ;p

pictures of today , enjoy (:

breakfast ,
*Nina tumpah-ed my bali ;P*

at the Stadium ,
Blue Cheer ! :D
spot me spot me ! teehee .
take one ,

take two (:

Football Finals :D
ouh look , its Nina ! *HAHA* (:

Victory

Lunch ,
horrible picture aint it ? ish ish ish .
i was like , " Shaza , lunch free ke ? " HAHA

Tug of War yeah !

In school ,
exhausted but still !
Nat was like " its like i dig my nose and looking at my nose shit . "
HAHAHA .

p/s : my babes who ran today was da bomb (;

going to bed ! its only 9.30 but who cares ! whole day practice tmr . haaaa . nights (;

let out : its such a waste for you to misuse what you have .

complains

2009-04-22T21:30:00.004+08:00

dont freaking judge me ,

i feel so down . i'd cry but i'd just be wasting my tears and find myself weak . which is worse == but i did , ngaahaa . im tired , im down , im mad , im moody , im annoyed , im lack of self confidence . im full of all those i mentioned and its all burried beneath me . but the thing is i find myself the opposite of what i just said on the outside *sometimes -.- HAHA * well yea . this sucks . i keep asking myself when is this ganna end and also ive been telling myself that this too will pass . just hold on , be strong . its just a freaking test from god (;

thats it , im out .
nights .

busybee (:

2009-04-21T18:58:00.011+08:00

show off ;p

hello ! :D how you guys doing ? i seriously miss blogging . heeheehee (: and so ! i'll start with last week .

Tuesday , 140409
had football inter house ! :D *it was a holiday btw , Hindu New Year :D * i was actually lazy to go but i figured , i go every year , how can i not go this year ? so yea , i went . haha . (: last year's was at the stadium , this year was at the ss15 field . it was okay . didnt stay the whole time though . had to go back to schoooool . Yellow and Blue made to the finals ;P

we raped Ronald McDonald ;P

Friday , 170409
last friday was nice (: had cheer of course , went back around 6 D: haha . last friday's cheer was niceee . hahaha . so semangat-ed to dance (: i was sooo red , people called me tomato . *i forgot who* :D they had Charity Dinner auditions . and , HEEHEEHEE . ;P

Saturday , 180409
Cross Country 2009 ! :D
ran with my NinaBerryCherryWerry (: ran lah sgt ! hahaha ;p but seriously damn cool . we walked most of the time but but but we freaking qualified at the last minute ! teeheehee (:
yeap . had guitar class , it was not bad though . my teacher asked me to play a new song and i rocked it (: NGAAHAA . that evening , i went KL to teman my mum . it didnt feel like a Saturday night though . heh .
* and i met someone this day ! :D

Sunday , 190409
Subang Utama's sports day :D
it was held at MPSJ . i went with Nina (: funny morning . heeheehee . met a lot of people there (: malas to name ALL of em . heh . Charmaine joined us a lil later .
My whole family was there except for my elder brother of course . haha .
My mama did a great job on the Aerobic dance*EHEM* and the mini band . ;p
here are some pictures , there's this video i'd LOVE to put up but its too obscene . soo yea . HAHA ;D anyhoos , after that , we headed to Darus to stuff our starving stomach and Nina spent the whole day at my place . adik joined us and we did our thing ;D*EHEM* laughed our asses off (:

fyi ; they have about 13/14 march passes D:

Hang Tuah (:

Hang Jebat (:

Hang Kasturi

Hang Lekir

Hang Lekiu (:

alaaaa . SriKL's Sports Day is soo ganna rock harder laa . HAHA . no offence :D

this Thursday's Sport's Rehersal . and this Saturday is the Annual Sports Day . haaaaa (:
well thats all for now , nights , lots of love , faraaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaah ;D

p/s : nothing is messed up , we just gotta be more organised (:

let out : hmm , im too loyal ;D

David Archuleta's (:

2009-04-12T22:18:00.013+08:00

Arch Angels ? ;D

im trying to make this post as fast as possible as i have lots of things to do and alot on my mindddd . (:

110409 was da bomb :D

i had cheer in the morning . i thought i was late and everyone were to bising . but no . i was early ;D
anyways yea . i left about 11.30 as Shan picked me up .
p/s : i did NOT ditch my blueecheeries . i just had an appointment , with DAVID ARCHULETA ;D so Shan's sis drop us at Pyramid . waited for Aurelia anddddd her driver drove us to the Sunway Lagoon Amphitheatre . (:
it was freaking hot , regretted not bringing my shades . D: we *Shan , Sheila , Aurelia , Claire Chua and me * queued with Siewling & Siewwei . we got in about 12 something . bought some minerals and grab a place . so we waited for David Archuleta to turn up for bout 3 hours ? yeap yeap . boredom there , no doubt . ;D

and so everything started around 4 , first there was JJ and Ean ! (:
then some guy from Astro Talenquest ! (:

then another unknown guy from One in a Million ! (:

then Daniel Lee from Malaysian Idol ! (:

THEN FINALLY DAVID ARCHULETA !!! :DDD

he sang 6 songs all together ,
WARNING WARNING !
EFFING IGNORE THE BACKGROUND SINGING OF MINE :D

ALittleTooNotOverYou (;

TouchMyHand (;

Don'tLetGo (;

Crush (;

AThousandMiles (;

Angel (;

The rest of the pictures (;

EAN I LOVEEEEEEEEEEEEE YOU! YOURE SO CUTE ! ;D
*but i had to ruin the picture . wasnt ready ! HAHA but wtv laa right (:

wrapped up around 5 . god , it was raining . and guess what ? joke of the day , the 5 of us freaking end up under 1 umbrella . HAHAHA . thank youuuuuuuuuuuu Sheila . ;D we were all waiting for Aurelia's driver . GOD IT WAS FUNNY . she dropped us at Pyramid . Aurelia went home , so did Claire Chua while Sheila joined her family for dinner . so Shan and i had our dinner at Secret Recipe . my treat ;P Shan and i really bonded . didnt we ? hahaha .

*our tired faces (;

then we walked shops to shops till it was time for Shan to go home . so i walked alone for a lil while and decided to join Nat and Claire Cosset . when i was otw to Sakae Sushi to see them , i bumped into Maine and Ryan ! :D she brought me to Pyramid Tower to meet her skating friend , Rachel . she's pretty . from SU (: then my mum called saying that she , daddy and adik is reached pyramid . sooooo , we all had dinner at Tony Roma's . so before i joined my fam , i met up with Nat and Claire Cosset for a sec . the last time i ate at Tony Roma's was few months ago , my 14th birthday . omg , flashback ! :D and yeaaaaa , mama and i randomly went into this shop and she bought me this 2 dresses . was thinking of wearing one of em to CharityDinner IF i ever decided to go . (; after that , we left Pyramid for ss15 . why ? my lil bro wanted pirated Dvds . HAHAHAHAAH . didnt get to find em . saw Wi-liam there though . LOL . so that was my Saturday , one hell of a Saturday :DD

and today , i freaking went to Pyramid again and watched Confession of a Shopaholic . its really nice . (:

thats all for tonight , nights .
lots of love , (;

let out : lesson of the weekend , nothing last forever (;